Wednesday, 23 March 2011

I want to move..

I have lived in Sheffield all my life and to be honest have been wanting to leave for a good few years. But with not much money to help the move or anyone in any other place to know I have just had to stay. Now I am expecting a child I really don't want to stay here and bring them up in a place that I just don't like anymore. Yes there are plenty of nice parks and I know alot of nice people and all of my family lives here...But it's just the crappy schools and how area gangs seem to be becoming more common and more violent. The only nice area that me and clark would love to live in has lovely houses but expensive rents meaning it's just not an option while we rely on houseing benefits to help us pay our rent. Clark is from Harrogate I have never been there,but it could be an option if it needed to be as all his family are there. He only moved to Sheffield two years ago with a friend also from Harrogate. I have no idea why they came here of all places but I am damn pleased they did as I more or less met him thorugh a mutual friend straight away and we knew each other as friends ever since sept 2009. Somtimes I like Sheffield I think well it has nice things and unique areas with nice little shops n lovely parks n most of the people are nice. But I never had to think about it from a parent point of view and it is kind of worrying that I don't think any of the secondry schools here are that good. My brothers and sister went/go to a school that I thought was really good...is it heck! There are constant fights and bullying the teachers sound awful as well and didn't really help one of my brothers with his anger problem or the fact he was actually getting bullied instead they expelled him and sent him to a place where you could finish studying for gcse's if that happened.. I just don't feel to comftable staying here bringing up my child for some reason but maybe the nurserys and schools will change by the time they have to go to them? I gusse I would miss everyone as well and Clark seems keen to settle in one place after a while of travelling around. I just hope I won't be stuck in Sheffield for the rest of my little life. I would love to go and explore other citys and countrys!

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