Things I don't like are :
1) stretchmarks are allready happening..n I don’t like rubbing in lotions..I actually have to get my boyfriend to do it for me so it get’s done.
2) The crappy tshirt bras I have to wear as underwire ones aren’t any good for when ya pregnant.
3) Being out n about n feeling really dizzy and weird..am gettin more used to that though.
4) Needing to wee in the night..n then not bein able to sleep for a while after.
5) The anixty of giving birth in about 22 weeks or less..
6) Allready feeling like I am not doing good enough…trust me parents feel like they never do good enough I have learnt this.
7) Not being allowed to eat dippy eggs really even though if the white part is cooked it should be fine but noo all the pregnancy websites say no to anything but a hard boiled egg :(
8) Not bein able to get repierced even though I’m not to sure about if I want to properlly yet anyway…
Things I do are:
1) My friends seem to like me more now and how I have changed. I got to admit I am more cherpy these days and more calm n less negative :).
2) It has brought me n my boyfriend much closer and we are majorly smitten with each other :)
3) All the cute things we get to buy them and treat them with.
4) How I take much better care of myself now I have to care about what I eat n do.
5) Having a lil cute bump that makes people happy when they touch it :)
6) Bumping said bump into clark n saying hello daddy :)
7) How I seem to care more about things now,there is a downside to that to as things are a bit depressing in the world aren’t they n I feel a bit sad about things sometimes but hopefuly trying to show them the good things in the world n life will also let me n clark experience them hands on to!
8) It has made me stop fuckin around. I now stick to things and am keen to do well with my studyin whereas before I really didn’t care. Now I wanna do well so I can provide for the family maybe someday.
9) But then I have this yearn to be a housewife mummy and look after the baby and clark n clean the house n cook n bake us lovely things..
10) Making them a nest. I love going into their room and how sunny it seems with the yellow walls.
11) Making them things is really nice. I have been knitting them a cardi, a pair of booties, a patchwork blanket that my aunt is helpin me make aswell, and a toy tidy away that is also a curtain to the lil cupboard in their room. I keep thinking of more things to make them to…I’m one crafty mama :)
12) Lookin forward to doing all these lil things like feed ducks with them n clark.
13) And the first time we hold them n see them
14) And all those other amazing firsts that babys do!
15) Teaching them about cool things like geeky games and how to bake cookies
16) Making a lil family is incredible it really is…N to be honest allthough a few things are a lil annoying about being pregnant I have no regrets about it happening n goin ahead with it. I can’t friggin wait to be a mummy <3
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