Changes!

1) I submitted my first assignment to my tutor :) I did quite well I think. And I am still enjoying my open uni enviromental studies course,it has taught me alot n has made me be more weary about non organic fruit n veg because of what I have learnt about pesticides n the such.
2) I used the henna and it turned my hair kinda orange, at the moment I am sat with another application on trying to make it be a bit more of a darker red!
3) I have started to wear more bright n cheerful clothes again n love it!
4) I realised I don't quite like one of my friends as much as I used to..it's really getting to me actually as she just keeps bugging me and stuff  lol!
5) I decided to go vegan Monday and so far it has been going quite well :) I really like it actually and hope I won't go back to the diary!
6) Clark went to go work at  a festival  today..he got asked to randomly yesterday so it was a bit of a sudden thing but I am glad he has gone cause he actually wanted to go but didn't think he could afford it n stuff. And he's gone with a few of his friends and will be doing workshops to teach people how to do things like poy and staff. Which is pretty cool! It is a festival that mainly has psytrance which I adore so am jealous about that,but I think the space will do us good,as we have been in each others pockets a bit since living together!
8) It was my mums birthday yesterday so she is now 43...but because she is so ill with m.s and chrones she just stayed in and I went to see her for a bit..I felt sad that she wasn't going to do anything to enjoy herself and that she didn't get any presents as moeny is a bit tight for my family..I want to buy her something but she is a bit awkward!
9) My ex who I thought was a twat private messaged me on facebook today and was actually nice and wished me luck with the baby n stuff! We ended up chatting so that was nice and there is no resentment or anything which is nice cause it was a bit of a crappy breakup..did happen last feb though lol!
10) I have been sewing and customising clothes alot more lately. And that has been really nice, I really love doing creative things :).
11) I finally accepted I should probs get some help because I have been feeling quite depressed lately..I have had depression since about being 14 so I should be used to it by now but it can be a bit hard sometimes..With being pregnant it has been a bit harder what with the hormornes and being scared about the future and stuff! My midwife is coming to see me tomorrow so I can ask her for some help. Which will hopefuly not take to long!
12) I have started to make alot of positive changes and it has been really nice. I now only buy local produce and only fairtrade if it has been imported,and I have been buying organic when I can aswell. I am also going to buy a compost bin as I actually feel sad when I have to throw out fruit n veg waste! And I decided to mainly buy what I can at charity shops or of ebay and gumtree and have stopped shopping at primark cause I don't think they have good ethics really. Reading green is the new black made me more aware of how what I buy effects everything! Cotton is dyed with awful chemicals and the pesticides involved with growing it isnt good for the enviroment either. Then theres how the people who make these things have to live..there is much more to a new bargin than there is to a second hand one..I love buying at chairty shops n knowing that buying what I want n need helps charities is really nice :).

Anywho there have been alot of positive changes and hopefuly they will keep going on :)